One good thing about religion and the constant tension/conflict between their illusions of “right” and “wrong” or good versus evil ideologies is that it increases the sexual perversion in, not just those who are looked upon as ‘pagans’ and whatnot, but in the religious people as well. Perversion thrives the most in societies with the harshes rules. This is why I like to draw devils and angels in old stereotypical roles, because it draws upon this concept in a very sexual way. I actually get more aroused when conservatives refer to our culture as a pagan culture of whoredom and other nonsense than if people respect it.

However, this is not what I wanted to talk about today. Instead I’m going to have to go off on a little rant about how frustrated I am with my own lack of ability to realize the images in my head. Simply put, I feel like I’m not improving.

Internally, I am very perfectionistic and demand a lot of myself and the world, though I may not show it in real life. Once I get an idea in my head I can be excited and passionate about it, but then as I’m about to get to work with it I realize I need to organize the idea and think it through, and it always kills the joy of drawing the picture for me. Everytime I finish a picture, I feel as if it’s not as good as it should have been, but at the same time I’m so exhausted from working on it that I almost don’t want to look at the illustration anymore.
I most enjoy my pictures when a lot of time has passed, and I forget about the pic. Rediscovering an old pic that looks better than I remembered is always a pleasure, but I seldom enjoy my fresh pictures. The last time I remember enjoying I finished picture of mine was when I was still improving; I could tell I had gotten myself up a little higher.

I may appear as if I have a lot of confidence and a lot of other artists on the net have been a little intimidated by my pics and think they look very artistic and professional, but in reality I feel like an underdog who still hasn’t gotten very far from the starting point.

In this image I got seriously stuck on the background. I wanted to draw a burning lake, the biblical hell, so I went with water color and looked at some water references, but all the time I painted it I felt like the 12 year old me from elementary school, desperately trying to not make my drawing look like shit.
(I don’t know why, but everytime I touch my watercolors I feel like I’m back in elementary school…)

When I look at some of the masters in the field of erotic pin-ups, like Sorayama, I still get blown away. To get every single detail so perfect and photorealistic, I used to think Sorayama and similar artists drew on very large canvas or paper, which would make the print look flawless when reduced in size, but now I know from photos and videos of his work studio that his images are exactly the same size as mine:

I want to practice and improve my skills a little, and see which type of tools are most suited to my ability and ideas.

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2500р

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В связи с тем, что я хочу делать новые костюмы, но СКЛАДЫВАТЬ ИХ НЕКУДА… я решила устроить ТОТАЛЬНУЮ РАСПРОДАЖУ!!!
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Интересный текст на тему фетиш БДСМ – frida-bergstrem.livejournal.com/84068.html

Откровение и намёк для вас создавали:

фотограф – Грачёв Антон
модель – Фрида frida_bergstrem 
визаж, стиль – Фрида

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Official site -  www.fridafreak.ru

Лесная Ведьма

 Люди смеются в глаза лесной ведьме. Безобразное лицо. Корявые пальцы. Призрак, вселяющий ужас. Внешность обманчива… Легко ли разглядеть красоту в чудовище? Люди скажут, что это невозможно, а ты стань человеком и попробуй… Хрупкая душа под личиной урода. Она плачет, скрывая глаза от солнца. Пытаясь подарить свою любовь, которая никому не нужна. Потому что её блеска не видно глазами. Узнаёшь ли себя в зеркале глаз лесной ведьмы?

 People are laughing calling her a forest witch. Ugly face. Crooked hands. She is haunting people like a scary ghost. Appearances are deceptive… Can you see the beauty in the beast? People say it`s impossible. Become a real human and try to do it… Fragile soul. Monster in disguise. She cries and hides her eyes from the sun. Trying to give her love. Useless love… Because it`s shine it is not visible. Do you recognize yourself in a mirror of eyes of a wood witch?

photo by – Coma Blair
model – Frida frida_bergstrem 
MUA by – Coma Blair
costume & outfit by – Frida
video by – Sergey (C_File) crackedfile
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That’s me at Club Hurt.  Photo’s by the talented Fetrotic.com.  There’s more in my LJ scrapbook! :)

Hello there!  I’m Ms. Poozle and I’m a BDSM artist and submissive.  I just thought I would introduce myself to the community and invite folks to take a peek at my art in my scrapbook if you feel so compelled. :)  Sadly at the moment, commissions are closed, but they will open sometime in the future and my pal insisted I start a live journal anyway.
There’s more in my scrap book! :)